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09.25 2014

The Return

Three months ago I ran my first steps outside.  I ran very slow and nervously.  I was sacred I wasn’t healed and I was terribly out of shape.  I ran about 3 miles that day and I was spent afterwards.  I was grateful to be out running, but I couldn’t imagine racing a half-marathon, let alone jogging 13.1.

Mile 4

Mile 4

On Sunday I finally had my first race back in 15 months when I ran the Philadelphia half marathon. It went pretty much as I expected.  The day before my coach, Heather Burroughs, said to me, “We will be happy with anything sub 72 minutes.” and that’s right where I was. I ran 71:39.  It’s strange to come back to racing and run a time that is not your best, or even close to your best (my PR is 66:57), but to accept the time.  The competitor in me is a bit embarrassed  but the realist in me is satisfied.

I have not run a race since June 2013 and I have not run a healthy race since June 2012.  During this time away from racing I was not off training like Rocky Balboa.  Instead I was struggling to run at all, suffering two major injuries.  The first injury was a severe metatarsal stress fracture and the second was a double whammy when I had both sacral and pelvic stress fractures at the same time.  Although I cross trained during my recovery, it is not the same as 15 months of uninterrupted track or marathon training.  I’m in the journey for the long haul, so I have to be realistic and know that it will have humble beginnings.  My body is not to it’s usual racing leanness and I don’t have my usual mileage in my legs.  It will take time, months, before I am back to the place where I want to be, but I must start somewhere.  That’s what a comeback is.  You have a starting point and you build strength and momentum from there.  I must stay the course and remain patient.  I have to have faith in myself and what is to come.  After two years of constant injuries I put my health as my top priority.  Instead of trying to rush my progress I am focused on small steps that are constantly forward.

Just after mile 10

Just after mile 10

During this time I look to others for inspiration.  I look to fellow American marathoner Desi Linden who was so severely injured she was forced to drop out of the Olympic Marathon in 2012.  It took her months to heal and she had to withdraw from the 2013 Boston Marathon because she was still not training.  She slowly built herself back up and at the Berlin Marathon in September of 2013, she ran a patient and methodical 2:29:15. Then this past April she ran 2:23:54 at Boston.  Desi has had a long road back but she has had patience and maintained faith in herself.  I will be lining up along side Desi in NYC and I expect she will have an excellent race.

 We all have had injuries and disappointments.  It is a part of running.  It can bring us down and at times be overwhelming when we see how far we have to go.  But I encourage you all to take your time, stay inspired and focused.  Instead of stressing about how far behind we are, we need to focus on the progress we are making and continue to make.  As I nervously started my warmup on Sunday I thought to myself, “I may not be where I want to be, but I am so grateful to be here at all.”  We all have our own goals and dreams we are working toward.  Mine is to make the 2016 Olympic Marathon Team on February 13, 2016.  I look at how far I’ve come from that slow 3 mile run three months ago and I feel proud of the progress I’ve made.  This is a journey that will take time, but it will be one of the greatest journeys of my career.  I thank you all for believing in me and I want you all to know that I believe in you too.  With patience and perseverance we are all working towards our dreams.  I’m sure there will be a few more curveballs along the way, but I know I will handle them as they come, and that you will too.  Good luck with your journeys, and thank you for following along with mine.

Comments

  1. Molly on September 25, 2014 5:19 pm said:

    You are such an inspiration!! I’ve been a runner since I was 10-years-old and had my first severe injury when I was running in college. I had to take 2 years completely off to give my body a break and let my bone mineral density increase. It was the hardest thing I have ever done but worth it because I can now run pain free. And yes, the first run back was painfully slow and I was disappointed that I felt so out of shape. I look back on that first run back now and am proud of how far I have come. I’m so glad you are back able to run and I know you will have an amazing come back. If anything, know that you are a huge inspiration to so many runners out there (including myself!). You go girl!

  2. Brian on September 25, 2014 5:27 pm said:

    Very inspiring and as always…..impressive.

  3. Sharon Siedliski on September 25, 2014 5:28 pm said:

    Thanks Kara! I needed to read and believe this for myself after my first race last night since April 2013. It wasn’t where I wanted it to be but like you write, the realist in me was satisfied. And I could hear what Mark would say to me – be patient, have faith. Looking forward to seeing you reach your own Mt. Olympus.

  4. Kelsi on September 25, 2014 5:31 pm said:

    As someone who had to take the entire summer off for an injury, I found this post very encouraging. Your positive mentality about your situation is a great inspiration. I think I might bookmark this post for when I’m feeling down about my (lack of) progress. Thanks for the sage advice!

  5. Thank you for this great post, Kara. I’m coming back from a kneecap fracture and trying to race my final college cross country season, and your thoughts and understanding was exactly what I needed to see/read. Thank you, and good luck to you!!

  6. Julie on September 25, 2014 5:43 pm said:

    Thank you for this post. I’m injured now and can’t run so this is a great reminder to be patient now and when I’m finally able to make my return. Best of luck in your journey and comeback!

  7. Kara– your honesty about your journey back is inspiring. I can’t wait to continue to follow your return and make history along the way!

  8. Amanda on September 25, 2014 5:50 pm said:

    Kara, you are such an inspiration to me as a mother and a runner. I’m on my own journey getting back in shape from having my second child. I could relate to so much of what you said in this blog post. Patience isn’t my greatest virtue, either! Thanks for sharing your comeback with us. Best wishes in NYC!

  9. Gabe on September 25, 2014 5:53 pm said:

    Kara, thanks for being so human. For those of us who do this to the best of our limited abilities, who struggle every day to put one foot in front of the other, who get injured and have to get back on the saddle, knowing that even the elite runners go through the same struggles and that 3 miles sometimes is a lot for them too makes us feel that, perhaps, we’re not so different after all. And that if you can do it, so can we.

    Thanks for the inspiration!
    Gabe

  10. Mark Dillman on September 25, 2014 5:57 pm said:

    Well said.. and well done Kara!
    This post just floored me as I am (to a much less speedy extent) on the exact same path as you. Truly inspired me to hear one of my heroes is fighting back in the same way and looking for the same patience and progress.

    I will be testing the waters in St. George in about ten days, normally my fastest race. I will be running this one just to be marathoning again and feel blessed to be back on the road.
    I will take a modest goal for the day and look ahead for more in the future!

    Best of luck in NY and congrats on toeing the line again!

    – mark d

  11. Twins Run on September 25, 2014 6:02 pm said:

    Great to see you racing again! Thanks for the inspiration! 🙂

  12. Thanks for reminding us that we must put our health first.

  13. Liz Germond on September 25, 2014 6:04 pm said:

    You are amazing and such an inspiration to so many! I was almost in tears when I saw how awesome you did in Philly. I can’t wait for NYC and to follow your comeback! “Run with perseverance the race marked out for you…”

  14. Carol Ann Hood on September 25, 2014 6:04 pm said:

    Great story and very inspirational!! Its good to know that the Pros are human too and sometimes have set backs. I wish you all the best and healthy training!!

  15. Billy Gunn on September 25, 2014 6:05 pm said:

    Kara great first race back. Good luck on your journey to 2016. You are an inspiration especially as I look to qualify for my first Boston in 10 days.

  16. Joan Herman on September 25, 2014 6:06 pm said:

    Beautifully written,, Kara (from a college English teacher). Thank you for sharing your journey with us. We are all behind you, rooting for you to make the team in 2016.

  17. jenny on September 25, 2014 6:07 pm said:

    I am so inspired by your commentary. I have been so down with injuries after my third baby fir two years. It is a struggle to realize my approach to training has to change or I will ride the injury train forevor. Thank you for being real! Xx

  18. Christy on September 25, 2014 6:09 pm said:

    Thank you for writing this. It feels good to know even the professionals have to slowly come back and 3 miles are a struggle sometimes. I had a baby 16 months ago and kept having some sideline by return to running. I’ve always been slow but could still run the miles. I ran a marathon and several halfs but I could not get any momentum with running. It’s bothered me that to restart I finally had to do the couch to 5k plan. But nonetheless I am doing it. Thanks for sharing you had to do your own version. Good luck!

  19. Dawn Hosking on September 25, 2014 6:10 pm said:

    Patience when we know we can better is extremely difficult. Many well wishes to 2016.

  20. Dawn Hosking on September 25, 2014 6:10 pm said:

    Be better

  21. Jessica on September 25, 2014 6:12 pm said:

    Your positive attitude as well as your dedication are inspiring!! Good luck in NYC!!

  22. Meghann on September 25, 2014 6:23 pm said:

    Kara,

    You are such an inspiration, especially for those of us who just got started and had it taken away by an injury. This gives me hope that I will get back on my way to where I want to be.

  23. Wendy Zweifel on September 25, 2014 6:26 pm said:

    It was amazing to see you run past me as I was waiting to start Philly. I’m sure you didn’t hear me but I was cheering you on! You are always an inspiration!

  24. Pearlie on September 25, 2014 6:27 pm said:

    Dear Kara, thank you for sharing this amazing post, and for sharing your journey with us. I believe that setbacks and injuries make us stronger and better runners. You have always been an inspiration to us (your fans), and I wanted to let you know that we believe in you and your dreams. All the best in your journey towards the 2016 Olympic Marathon Team!! xoxo.

  25. fran on September 25, 2014 6:36 pm said:

    Thank You Kara! I’ve been off for 3 months with ankle ligament tears and just starting back. I needed to read this today!

  26. Carl George on September 25, 2014 6:39 pm said:

    This is what I needed to read today . Being 43, recovering from a torn petella and meniscus- the surgery was four weeks ago. I ran/shuffled about 240 feet total today at therapy.
    I felt that I just haven’t let myself down but my friends that I run with too. I have been looking at it all wrong.. I need to look at how far I have come and that I will run another marathon .
    Thanks for the read!!!

  27. Paul on September 25, 2014 6:40 pm said:

    You have a lot of great races left in you. Best of luck to you Kara. You will definitely finish in the top 3 in 2016.

  28. Aaron Iles on September 25, 2014 6:42 pm said:

    I had the chance to watch you race at Philly, Kara. You made us Americans proud with that return performance. Way to pound it!

  29. Lee Murray on September 25, 2014 6:43 pm said:

    At 61 I am just completing my first year of running. I am also recovering from a pulled hamstring. I too wonder if I will make the next run without hurting myself again. I think the fear is the biggest thing. I hear you on my Nike running program offering cheers and congrats for runs. I almost feel like I know you. I’m glad you’re bat. Run like the wind. I’m cheering for you!!!

  30. Kevin Kowalchuk on September 25, 2014 6:43 pm said:

    Congratulations Kara. I find inspiration from you. I have one hip that has osteoarthritis and this will likely be my last (and surely my slowest) marathon. Some days it hurts to run – sometimes more than I care to admit – but I see that you have pushed through your obstacles and I have set my mind to do the same. If I may say so, I will be going out in style. I get to run New York this November. Will you be at the Expo? If so, I will say, “Hi” and thank you in person, but just in case, “Thank You!” for being an inspiration to me. Best of luck at the NY Marathon. Warmest regards. Kevin

  31. Allison on September 25, 2014 6:44 pm said:

    You are such an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your story about recovering from injuries, and refocusing your goals.

  32. Lesly Galindo on September 25, 2014 6:47 pm said:

    Oh Kara! I have followed you for a very short time, about a year. I’m from Mexico and I knew about you because of the running media, I didn’t know but I saw you at the Olympic trials in Houston Tx. I’m 19 years old and I started running 3 years ago. Right now I’m training for my 2nd marathon, a lot of people (including my boyfriend) tell me that I’m too youg to do this, I know they’re right but I also know that I’m capable to face what’s against me and do the best that I can. Reading your story I find calm in no to hurry and want to eat the world in just one bite. Some day I’m gonna be a BQ I know but first I have to learn to run a marathon smartly. You are one of my biggest inspirations I actually have your picture as my wallpaper to remember what I want to archive, I hope you can come to Mexico soon so I can meet you or better, I hope I can go to one of your races and meet you there, I wish you all te succes you deserve. Besos!

  33. Dr. Kim Davis on September 25, 2014 6:47 pm said:

    eventhough I am no where near an elite runner I am starting at church me back from a meniscal tear and your thoughts were just how I am feeling. It’s amazing to know that even a runner as accomplished as you can feel similiar fear and joy. Thanks for very being such a wonderful example. I will be praying for you and your success

  34. Julia on September 25, 2014 6:49 pm said:

    Hi Kara,
    I am a 16 year old high school runner from Virginia and you are honestly one of my biggest heroes. I have also had some injuries for the past six months (not nearly as bad as 15 months, though) that have kept me from being where I’d like to be and it really meant so much to me to know that other athletes, especially runners as fantastic as you are, are having the same problems and difficulties that I am. I will be racing for the first real time since track season on Saturday, and I will definitely be writing your quote (“I may not be where I want to be, but I am so grateful to be here at all”) down for right after I finish 🙂 Thank you for reminding me that progress is not always about the times. 🙂 And, thank you for showing not only younger runners, but all runners, that there are some athletes that we will never lose faith in. Good luck with your comeback, I’ll be rooting for you! 🙂
    Julia

  35. Tara on September 25, 2014 6:50 pm said:

    Kara, this is just what I needed to hear! I’m struggling with a hamstring injury, worried about my upcoming first full marathon, and frustrated that I’ve had to adjust my goal pace; instead, you’ve reminded to be thankful for what I can do, right now. Thanks so much for sharing your experience; from one bird to another, head up & wings out!

  36. Beth on September 25, 2014 6:52 pm said:

    I’m so happy for you, Kara. I had 4 stress fractures in 5 years, and each one took a little longer to return from, but I did, and got better, stronger and faster every time. It just took time. Best wishes to you for a great NYC!

  37. Erin on September 25, 2014 6:57 pm said:

    Thank you Kara! I am just starting to walk again after a metatarsal stress fracture this summer, and your comeback inspires and motivates me each day.

  38. Ritchie on September 25, 2014 7:10 pm said:

    Enjoy the comeback! Turning 40 myself, I wish I had a comeback left in me 🙂 But I compare it to having children; it’s sometimes difficult and sometimes very hard, but there will come a day when the house turns quiet, with no beds to make, no laundry to do and no terrible math problems to help with…. Enjoy the run (and children), we’re pulling for you guys!

  39. Morgan Clark on September 25, 2014 7:36 pm said:

    All of you elite runners are beautiful to watch & gives me hope. The races you run & the races I run…….well, it’s like you’re doing a completely different sport. I’m in the low 7:00 pace for a half marathon. I’ve been injured & I never thought I’d make it back to where I used to be, but eventually I did. I had to “relearn” my body. It was hard, painful at times & it took a lot of work & self sacrifice, but it all paid off last year in Columbus when I approached a PR for a half marathon. Didn’t even realize it as I vowed I’d not look at my watch until I was almost at the finish. I looked down as I crossed & I was 15 seconds off my PR from 2007 of 1:31:15. Crazy.
    I’ve got faith in ya. You’re one of my favorites. I’ve got a soft spot in my heart for you, Meb, Shalane, Hall & Paula. Good luck in NYC. I’ll be watching.
    Peace.

  40. Arianne Vickery on September 25, 2014 7:52 pm said:

    You are a true inspiration and role model, not only for athletes, but for all. You show us what hard work means through kindness, smiles and genuine words. We are honored that you represent us and I thank you for your positive outlook, your real stories and sharing your journey with us. I know it is a drive for me to lace up my running shoes in the morning. Cheering you on always.

  41. Lynda on September 25, 2014 8:02 pm said:

    I too have been injured a long time–2years. I am FINALLY able to run pain free. Chicago is in 2 weeks. I am no where near able to run a marathon yet; I received my 2nd cortisone shot 2 weeks ago on my birthday. So glad I can sleep at nite, climb a stair, & run with very lil pain. I will be running/walking Chicago & realize this is the first step back. I too am so grateful & keep it in perspective. The best is yet to come!

  42. Steve H on September 25, 2014 8:06 pm said:

    Kara,

    I have been searching for an article like this to inspire myself for awhile. I was a state championship college athlete before I fell to injury…I let it get the best of me and gained 55 pounds. Here I am 6 years later and I have finally had the courage to start back to running and have been for a year. When I started I couldn’t even finish 2 miles. I am now registered for my first half marathon since then and a year since I started my new life. Keep your mind strong and let’s do this together. Ever since I started running again I have read about you for inspiration and now that we are along the same comeback journey, I feel amazing and that much more motivated! Don’t let me down!

    Steve

  43. Carrie on September 25, 2014 8:07 pm said:

    Thank you for this honest reflection Kara. Injury down time is so hard to manage. The example of focus and perseverance you demonstrate will surely help so many when an injury forces time away from running. Awesome come back run! Looking forward to more inspired performances from you. Head up, wings out

  44. Thanks Kara for that heartfelt post. I am just two weeks back to a very conservative walk/run program after four months off from pelvis stress fracture and hip ace tabular stress fracture . Also a double whammy! I am still running scared but building so gradually. I felt I needed to step away from being a competitive triathlete for a while as it was not healthy for me and I could not train and race and stay healthy. For now the focus is also on my health and staying injury free ( or as injury free as a 46 yo who has 25 yrs of racing mileage on her body!) as I can be . And to take the proper mental attitude to continue to heal and build back to what I am capable of if that is what I want when I am back to full running again.
    Best of luck to you and at this stage i also can’t imagine running or racing even a 5-10km let alone a half marathon again but I am sure with patience and perhaps some better guidance I will be back too!
    Cheering for you!

  45. Lindsey Jo on September 25, 2014 8:42 pm said:

    Ah Kara! You are my absolute favorite 🙂 I’ve been extremely fortunate to have not yet suffered a long-term injury (seeing as the past two years were my first ones running over 20 miles a week). In the past two years, I went from being a 20 minute XC 5K-er to being in shape to run under 17:00 this season, purely from hard work and running 50-70 miles a week. When I get tired on long runs, I think of you. When I struggle with body image, I think of you. When I want to slow down in a race, I think of you. You inspire me to work harder, dream bigger, and never, ever give up.
    I ran 17:34 in a (5K) race last weekend, but was restricted by my coach to not run any faster than 17:30, and tempo my teammate through 2 miles. I thought of you and being patient and trusting the process, knowing that it’s better to be a little conservative now and be ready to run super fast later, than to kill myself now chasing a PR. Thank you so much for being vulnerable, being honest, and being such a strong woman. You are my hero! I hope I can meet you someday, maybe even on the line!

  46. Karen on September 25, 2014 8:52 pm said:

    Thank you for this. I’ve been dealing with tendinitis for what feels like forever and having patience in coming back as well as confidence I will ever run more than 5 miles. I so relate to you! (minus the pro part… Haha)

  47. Wendy Obenauf on September 25, 2014 9:01 pm said:

    Thank you for continuing to inspire me. I always appreciate your insight on your journey and the many roads you have travelled. My recent experiences have also been related to injury recovery and learning to be patient with the process.

  48. Mark Orr on September 25, 2014 9:16 pm said:

    I really needed to read this. I’m coming off of a major meniscus injury. My long journey back to running starts with a getting my stitches out tomorrow and hopefully being cleared for activity other than running. The bike! I’m wildly out of shape. In fact between transitioning out of the Marine Corps and two long summers dealing with foot and knee injures I maybe heavier than I’ve ever been. This article truly inspired me. It’s a long journey and with a little inspiration I’m ready for the challenges that await! Thank You!!!

  49. Jessica on September 25, 2014 9:23 pm said:

    You are hanging on my wall for the inspiration you give me when i think i cant. Once again you share the truth of what one goes through mentally, and how its mentally that we can overcome.

    Thank you

  50. Inessa V. on September 25, 2014 9:23 pm said:

    Congratulations on your return to running! You have always been an inspiration to female runners (especially those of us from Portland). Your story here just further proves what an incredible role model and class act you are. I have not been injured, but I have lost some love of the sport. You are helping reignite my passion to run. I love watching your comeback. Thank you and go kick butt (carefully)!

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  52. Vicki Hunter on September 25, 2014 9:27 pm said:

    Kara–I have watched your comeback (I see you on the track regularly) and am so impressed by how far you have come. I now it was not your best time, but to be able to run a 1:11 in your first race back is amazing. I have come back from major injuries in my life including a car accident while pregnant with my first child. I wasn’t sure I would ever run again, but the amazing thing about the human body is that it does heal with time. Usually it is our minds that have the most difficult time. Your attitude is just as impressive as your athletic ability. I have no doubt you will make the team in 2016. Best, Vicki

  53. Kara, I’ve always been a big fan and loved watching you race and cheering you on. Being injured is not fun. I spend my entire college running career (not that I was any good, but I did it for fun!) injured and no what it is like. You will come back stronger than ever I’m sure. I would love to help you make a injury free comeback and help you learn how to stay injury free. I am an Egoscue certified Postural Alignment Specialist and Advanced Exercise Therapist and work with runners (and other people suffering pain and injuries) and help them restore postural alignment, muscle function, and balance to their bodies allowing them to minimize risk of injury and improve efficiency. Egoscue is the only thing that helped me get back to running pain free 13 years ago and avoid surgery and I have been helping others do the same ever since. I would love to offer you a free evaluation and consultation over Skype (or in my Portland clinic) anytime. You can learn more by going to my website and contact me with any questions. I look forward to seeing you run your best races in the coming months and years! -Matt

  54. Shan on September 25, 2014 9:36 pm said:

    Isn’t it strange how something so deeply personal can be so universally experienced? It is a rare treat to find a world class athlete who is so relatable in their struggle– making the triumphs and highs that much sweeter. I will keep on believing!

  55. Erin on September 25, 2014 9:50 pm said:

    Thank you Kara for being such an inspiration! I am recouping after a plantar fascia detachment and its so hard to start back with babysteps when you are used to taking on the world. Your words are so meaningful to us mere mortals…I’ll be ecstatic when I’m back racing at a pace that’s double yours! You go girl…you are running for all of us…

  56. Mary on September 25, 2014 10:20 pm said:

    I really needed to read this. A femoral stress fracture turned my summer of long-awaited trail races into a string of disappointments followed by 10 long weeks of just cross training. Now, as I’m starting to run again, I feel the frustration of lost fitness, the embarrassment of slow times, and the total fear of reinjury. Thanks for this post, it’s an inspiring reminder that running healthy is such a privilege and must always be a priority 🙂 Thanks for writing and awesome job in Philly!

  57. Hi Kara, you are my biggest inspiration. I didn’t start running until vi was almost 48. It was a battle with cancer that almost cost me my life and gave me a wake up call. My daughter bought me some running shoes and signed me up for the Ogden utah half marathon, so that I was forced to run or fail if I didn’t. I chose to run. After crossing the finish line I realized what a great accomplment I had just done. I was hooked and decided right there and then that I would start a group called ASPIRE TO INSPIRE, I RUN FOR THOSE WHO CAN’T. Since that first race two years ago, I have run 14 more half’s 12 ten ks countless 5 ks and formed a Ragnar team and ran 3 tough legs. I have my first full marathon on this Saturday the 27 th and I am a bit nervous. Although I have run many races the last two years, I don’t think anything will compare to a full. All of my races are all dedicated to those who suffer or have died from cancer or any other awful disease. I am lucky to be able to do this and it’s my way of paying it forward. If even one person sees me in my ASPIRE TO INSPIRE shirt at a race and thinks to them selves that maybe they can run a race someday to, then it will be worth every mile that I have ever run. Thankyou so much for inspiring me and countless others. Whether you know it or not, you are a part of ASPIRE TO INSPIRE because you have inspired so many people. May the wind be at your back on your next race. Take care and thanks for letting me take some of your precious time.

  58. sparkie on September 25, 2014 10:33 pm said:

    At 21 i was told i could never run again,Had 3 knee surgies, no cartilage left etc…i had run since the 4th grade,admittedly i was obsessed 10-14 miles a day etc… i was devasted .But since then I had 3 children.They discovered i had 2 heart conditions, if I had not been injured and continued to run,I could have died from a heart attack.Fast forward, I am now 47 years old ,3 heart surgies and some medication,and along time resting my knees,I began to run again,My first race in 26 years was Saturday, a 5k ran it in 30 minutes .My 12 year old said do not race mumma just jog it and have fun.As hard as it was to not run the way I used to.I am grateful for the injuries years ago or I may not be here today(didnt know the heart condition existed) There is a reason for everything in life.You are going to come back a stronger runner because of your set backs, you are going to fall in love with running all over again, maybe you got to spend more time with your family,Whatever the reason,be grateful everyday,put one foot in front of the other and soon you’ll be running down that road to sucess.I wish you health,happiness, and a great run.

  59. Tina on September 25, 2014 10:33 pm said:

    I love you! I love the perseverance. I too, encountered a metatarsal stress fracture this year. Not fun. As runners, we find a way. We push through it. We are in it for the long haul…akin to the marathon. You go girl!!

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  61. Ty on September 25, 2014 11:10 pm said:

    Kara: I was a big fan before this post and hard to believe you’re raised it up a notch. I took up triathlons in the summer a few years ago to give my body a rest from the rigors of marathon training. I had a bike accident ten weeks ago that broke four ribs and collapsed a lung. A close brush with death in the ICU and 11th days in the hospital. At first I was happy to be alive obviously and then to start walking. The pain is still there and I still can’t run. This gives me hope I’ll be out there soon as I need to start Boston training in December. At this point, I’d settle for a three mile jog. Keep running, writing, and shooting for the stars. Ty

  62. Kimberly on September 25, 2014 11:19 pm said:

    THANK YOU. Thank you for reminding us that elite athletes are human, too. That they have their bad days, weeks, months as well. But like any other human being, we all have a starting point and must work from there, and be grateful for the progress and not bitter about remembering where you were before. To take it one step at a time – that’s what life is all about.

  63. Wow, how timely and what an inspiring and heartfelt piece of writing, Ms Goucher. Have struggled with a metatarsal strain that has sidelined me for 6 months, working through much emotional and some physical turmoil when I really intended to hit my new age group hard and competitively. Instead, was pool running, completing physical therapy, cross training, considering other sports, etc. My wife knew it would be a growth and learning experience to springboard off of, and in may ways it has been. I formed a local Facebook group for ‘Runners in Recovery’, learning that supporting one another is one of the greatest ‘therapies’. I believe the essence of what you’ve written is that despite the root of the problem being a physical, bodily one, it is the struggle within your soul and in reacting to the situation, especially in a long-term struggle, that is paramount. About to do my first 10K (fav distance) in 7 mos and it won’t be a PR, but hope it to a ‘win’ in a long-term battle. Again, thank you for sharing!

  64. Michelle on September 26, 2014 1:28 am said:

    I can’t believe you can express the same things I feel! It is why I love you as a role model and athlete. You are strong enough to share your weakness and that gives the rest of us regular runners hope to move forward!! Thank you! I will be in New York too running my first marathon in 10 years!!

  65. Brenda Scinto on September 26, 2014 5:28 am said:

    Thank you for sharing your struggles and your successes. You serve as an inspiration to my entire running family. My younger daughter is a collegiate runner who has suffered several stress fractures and has yet to get in a complete XC season in college and is in her Junior year. She is working her way back (again) and hoping to have her first race next weekend. Your words serve as a reminder that even the best of athletes go through the same problems, the same struggles, the same doubts and yet the strongest of us never give up. As for me, a beginning runner at 48 years old who 1 1/2 years ago weighed almost 300 pounds (lost 120 so far) have set a long term goal myself – to be there in LA to see you make that Olympic team at the trials in 2016 and attempt my first Marathon that weekend. Without knowing it you are inspiring people at all levels and for all reasons, so please keep sharing your story with us because regardless of the news being either good or bad – it helps more people than you know!!

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  67. Beth on September 26, 2014 6:42 am said:

    I needed this today. I am registered for my first 50K next Sunday and hurt my groin on my last 24 mile training run. I’m resting until race day, but not running and resting my legs is incredibly hard. If you can do it, I’m sure I can hang in there. Your posts always inspire me!

  68. I love reading runners stories. you are so inspiring and I look forward to following you 🙂 I’m a new reader here!

  69. We seem to forget how bless we are for what we have and get ourselves concern of wanting more; I am experiencing the same situation with my training; I feel like I am so behind of where I once was, but yet, my times and mileage are slowly improving and I have to constantly remind myself to be patience. After all, I am 62 years old.

  70. Miguel Reyes on September 26, 2014 7:24 am said:

    Thank you Kara,
    You have inspired me with your comeback story! I have always looked up to you as one of the best female runners in the world.
    It is hard enough to live up to the expectations when your healthy, but when someone has to prove to themselves that they can still do this after coming off injuries is just as
    hard mentally and physically.
    I admire your passion for not giving up on yourself and your followers.
    I am by no way an elite runner but have run my fair share of runs. My goal has always been to finish in a respectful time for myself.
    At the present time I’m recovering from some injuries and being a little over weight.
    Yes I have felt depressed about this and wanted to take the easy way out by just hanging up my shoes but after a good workout yesterday and reading your story today.
    I have decided to go out there and run in my sixth straight Chicago Marathon. It won’t be pretty but I will finish.
    Thank you Kara,

  71. Thanks for this post Kara, and your honesty. I’ve been plagued by tendonitis in my calf all summer, that came after a huge marathon PR. It’s been tough to go from feeling at the top of your game to not being able to run three miles without pain. I’ve gone through al stages of denial, but have finally settled on the fact that I need to have the long term goals in mind and focus on healing. Thanks for sharing your perspective and your journey!

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  73. Casey on September 26, 2014 4:32 pm said:

    Wow, thanks so much for the honesty about the struggle to come back from injuries. I have spent the past two years struggling with some pretty serious injuries. It is so hard to be starting over, when I know that the full workout I do now was once just my warmup. But what you said is right, I should be grateful that I can even move to build a sweat at all. I’m going to try to remember that whenever I start to get discouraged – an almost daily occurrence right now – and try to find peace in the knowledge that even small steps will eventually get me back to where I want to be.

  74. Dear Kara,
    You are doing a great job and I am very proud of you for all of your hard work that you have been doing. I want to wish you well in the New York Marathon on November 2nd and I hope that you can run a great race that day just do your best that day! I also want to wish you a great 2015 year coming up next year.

  75. Lucy on September 26, 2014 6:43 pm said:

    Thank you Kara for these wonderful words of wisdom. I have been battling injury after injury this year in my quest to qualify for Boston. This is a great reminder regarding faith, patience and above all making health as the number one priority.

    You are truly a great inspiration to us all. Cheering for you and have no doubt that we’ll see you at the Olympic games in 2016!

  76. Willie Grgas on September 27, 2014 7:24 am said:

    The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams!! Your is a beautiful dream, thanks for sharing it with all of us.

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  78. Lisa on September 28, 2014 9:40 am said:

    Wow Kara – You truly care about running health – so many of us have now been inspired and encouraged to look at our own training situations in a positive light. That’s why I love the Running community – ALL Athletes – whether they are Olympians like you, or middle of the packers like me, or beginners, can reach out to each other and inspire and to be sensible about their training. I will continue to watch with great anticipation as you continue to reach, one step at a time, for your goals. Thanks Kara!!

  79. Patti on September 28, 2014 6:53 pm said:

    Dear Kara,
    Thank you for this post and for your inspiring words! I have been struggling with a frustrating hamstring injury for the past 6 months, so your words resonated deeply with me as I eagerly anticipate my own return. I wish you all the best in your continued progress! Thanks for sharing your story and helping people like me keep things in perspective.

  80. Marcie on September 29, 2014 5:51 am said:

    Anyone can train hard. It takes guts, perseverance and determination to *rehab* hard. Those three things make champions. Well done and welcome back!

  81. Sumi on September 30, 2014 2:08 pm said:

    I wanted to give you a shout out.
    No I was never injured. I was never injured ever in my life.
    When you speak about “inspiration”- um. You opened a HUGE can of worms.

    You and every last athlete out there. Every last athlete needs to hear this.

    I swam and ran through high school and never pursued it but went along my life, got myself through college, job- anything I got right I credit the guidance of my track and swim coaches. The coaches were the ones that impounded the concept of “confidence’ where the ‘overachieving” multicultural mish mash that was my world failed to do.
    I think any girl who wants to go into business needs to pick up a sport, it’s one of the best ways to train for life.

    Later on in life, I was laid off, then sick. Very sick.

    I am not the type who ever got sick. I was NEVER not in control of my body’s condition. And yes athletic played a huge part in that. I’m very grateful, anyone who has had their health needs to count our lucky stars, for we are blessed.

    The very inkling of my mortality just screwed with my head, I knew I didn’t get sick out of nowhere. Well, fast forward a year and I figured out my problem without the doctors, etc.

    Here’s where the athletes come in.

    When I was dealing with the “uncurable” incredibly painful situation, my gut instinct told me that this didn’t come out of nowhere.
    The funk wasn’t just frustration with the pain.
    Unlike an injury, it wasn’t something I could figure the cause out or the cure. It was very scary when you don’t know if there’s a cure.
    A SAFE cure. I did know that the doctors were off because despite my illness, I still ran. They thought my glucose levels caused my condition when running kept my glucose in very health range.
    Looking back, I did the right thing.

    The best thing for me to do at that point was to keep my head in a good place. Which is hard to do when you’re dealing with people who are angry with you for being sick?
    Then fear. Then the panic. Then the pain, disappointment, etc. My dad had tried to throw me away in a war for “medical insurance” (even though the doctors in my opinion were not doing the most ethical thing for women to help with this condition). I didn’t get into the military due to my illness. Okay I didn’t weigh enough, but it was the right choice even though I was screamed at by MEPS and given a very hard time by my dad while I was dealing with this pain. The egos, agendas …. all of that is useless garbage. And the one way I was able to escape that? Was by running! 🙂 It’s where I do my best thinking to figure things out, it de-stresses me. People who run are less likely to be jerks because jerks don’t put the effort in, and runners absolutely have to put the effort in. Well except for my would be running buddy the ferrel pit bull sweetheart who dissed me to chase cars- I guess that was her way of telling me that I’m slow.

    But running saved me on a sanity level already.

    So fast forward, I was still struggling with the pain so I tried paragliding. On 9/11. Again, to combat that anxiety? 🙂 A healthy distraction?

    Then. I couldn’t compete so I signed up for the Teddy Bear Care Foundation trialothon volunteer. Which was probably the best thing I could have done. As a matter of fact, anyone who is ill or injured should at least physically attend or volunteer. Mind you, they were so up beat and cheerful that it was a good time free of charge anyways and a great social activity on the weekend. Without heavy drinking or problems. IT was really nice for that reason alone.

    BUT.

    Human beings are a social animal. We have this way of feeding off of each other. And we find role models. Because nobody already knows everything and it’s a form of support believe it or not.

    People didn’t understand why I couldn’t be all healthy. I needed to be around constructive energy. My life needed me… and I was in the company of so many great athletes who were OVERCOMING PHYSICAL OBSTACLES to demonstrate and celebrate the power of the human body. The beautiful thing about running is that almost anyone can do it, all you need is a pair of shoes and somewhere to run. You can be any race, any size, any nationality, any social class, parental status, age, hair color— it’s there for you. Always.

    There was nothing better than to find like minds who had to overcome these obstacles. Why? Because I had to get my head in the game because my life needed me, and it needed me to be at my best.
    And it felt as if all of these athletes were angels who were there with you to overcome this beast with you. It’s easier to do the hard stuff when other people are doing it.

    So of course, on this gorgeous afternoon in beautiful Santa Barbara, I ended up working for these frenzied athletes crossing the finish line with either their babies in their arms or children on their shoulders.

    Its a CAN DO miracle we like have to experience, the game is called “life” and winning isn’t an option. 🙂
    I’m still recovering but i hope I can do this for others. It’s going well, think of the impact that you have already made on people by doing what’s right for you.

    Oh btw, Desi Linden is a beast! I’m short like her, when she wins I ways cheer, “power to the little people!” with my fist in the air.

    • Kara Goucher on October 1, 2014 12:21 pm said:

      Amazing. Thank you so much for sharing!

  82. Chu on October 8, 2014 7:09 pm said:

    Thanks for your inspiration and motivation Kara! You are really helping me get through this 9 month pregnancy and now I am determined to train and compete again after I give birth. This pregnancy has been hard for a competitive runner but I know my baby will be all worth it! Good luck to you in going for your goal in making the 2016 Olympic Team. Train hard, focus and believe in yourself! I believe you will make the team!

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  86. Eric on October 22, 2014 6:01 pm said:

    I understand you feelings. I have been out and struggling with injuries for about 4 years now since 2010 when I ran the 5k at Boston indoors. I have heard from many people includding Josh McDougal that it seems to take about 6 months of base work training to really start to feel like your coming back, even after years off. keep it up, I know I will be!

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  88. Julia on December 31, 2014 8:07 am said:

    Oh, you are an inspiration. I got badly injured this summer/running a marathon in early September (should have stopped running at 3 miles and didn’t, b/c I was determined to qualify for Boston again). So of course I’ve been out with a stress reaction/tendinitis since 9/7! Tried to start training again and re-injured a week in. 🙁 I am so sad right now and feel like I will NEVER run again. I need to run, so much. What if I cannot anymore? (Oh, and thanks to my stubbornness, I did qualify for Boston and got a spot…and thanks to that same stubbornness, I won’t be able to run it!!!)

  89. Lori C on July 24, 2015 7:22 pm said:

    I am 9 months pregnant and desperately needed to read this….. thank you 🙂

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